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No matter how much we fight in a conversation or in messages in just a few hours, we'll be back to normal again. Forgetting the problem that we're quarelling about. And after that the problems isnt resolved actually. Things will be dragged on an on after that but still the decision remains the same.

xoxo AMIRUL HALIM.
I dont get you. i dont know what more you want from me thats number one and number two, what in the world did i do wrong to you till i gotta deseve this !

Some truth spills out in school just now that i just gotta know about this amirul . I was quite shocked , i thought is just one story afterall that i have to ignore and nw ths amirul is doing the same thing. hmmmmm. i cant state everything i know now. we're doing a further invstigation into this and looking foward to this circumstances.

If the person i thought amirul is , its really him . That person is gonna get it from my two people. (: Dah tiga kali , sepatotnye kene jalan tangan aku bela kau, pasal ape ? PASAL SAYANG ! YOU SHIT. and now no more muke dah takde kesian kesian. gi mampos , kalau kau tak getak pon what the fuck do i care ? kau continue uh kau pey game nie sekarang. if this carry on , i'll just say yes to the both of them. I got 6 evidence to say you are the one. And when my instinct tells me its you , it means its you. what more can you deny?

Nak revenge , tak perlu on the spot. i cn keep the grudge with me , sampai biler biler. maybe you dont remember it but i will .i wont forget you and also the things that you'd done. And i'll make shure you get it worst than i do.

Irritating mati mati tak nak admit yang dier tua. Time flies so fast eh ? haha. sekejap only im having my sweet sixteen. The last time i knew im just thirteen and he's seventeen. Irritating eh ? baru masok sekolah dah dapat matahyr senior. ;p Sec five pulak tu.

Khidhir text me just now. He said he dreamt about me , blah blah blah. Sweetalkermuthafcuker. kau ingat senang senang ke kau nak " kelentong" aku ? Eh, bahase m'sia ! cute eh dah belajar word baru setiap hari ?

Legatta Republic! Coming right up.

Labels: Happy Birthday Abang Muhsin, Muhsin Memories

I never go to school today , because i malas.

Study dates. ; always been with wawa. yesterday was at hougang. this saturday i think we'll be at town cause we wanna watch the suntec dance comp. supporting zimah ! and alip ! this sunday maybe studying at woodlnds so wawa can meet her pathetic sickening and irritting boyfriend. ! ;D i had donuts yesterday from the donutempire . satu only, despite tak puasa i only had donuts and old chang kee sotongstick for the whole day. if not because of wawa also i dont think i'll eat. These days , macam malas nak makan. oreo ! 8) i want oreo. i want milk. twist lick and dunk !

My face looks diffrent? two person tegur. Manto and Uccie. whats with me? does my face acually look diffrent ? Even teck wee says i look diffrent lately. korang nie dah kenape ?heh. Whats with the physical change in me? whats with the change in emotion.? i cannot cry anymore, srsly i cant. not a single teardrop .Whats with me? whats my problem ?

Besok abang muhsin punye birthday and kak dee. Yeap! Muhsin and me texted each other, bias eh shikif ? orang lain nyer msg dier taknak reply. pilih memilih ! bukan choosy , prepaid low. muhsin lagi penting drpd korang, menyakitkan hati. Okay , he doesnt like me calling him abang cause he just canot accepct the fact that he's damn old. 20 this year ! haha. kental punya olang.Dah tua tu buat hal tua only la. he's my oldest friend actually. for a guy la , girl the oldest is 27.

i love talking 'cinglish' cause lately lots of nyonya and apek been talking to me in chinese asking me for direction , and whatsoever. my face like chinese meh ?

Bob says my reaction with him is diffrent already. We quarelled yesteday, he say im not serious with him . First thing , dier sorang aku dah tak terlayan. Mane lagi yang lain , i got no time for him . He actually wants attention from me or what? And after that i dont get what is his motive to actually, to say i got somebody else ? kau pikir kelakar kepe ? I told you , nak tunggu tak nak cakap ad simply get lost. ;D kau tak rugi and aku pon tk rugi. last but not least, we are both not haing anything with each other ? why must you actually bother much things that i do. I hate having guy friends , cause i know this kind of shit will happen eventually.

im very happy ! i love me so much ! heh.
Till the day you left , i'd always tell myself that this story isnt going to end here. Theres a continuation to this story its just that its gonna take a long period of production , hard endurements , and pain before everything is going on smoothly. If dulu , i say i will wait for you for another two years. i will , and the two years arrive already,finally its 2009. And now you are putting me under probation for another two years again , not under my circumstance but under yours. What else can i say ? i'd always love you so another 2 years isnt going to be any matter to me.

Is history going to repeat itself again ? do you believe in karma in the first place? i am going to ITE soon. higher nitec ? , nitec ? i dont know. what if the same thing repeats two years back ? when the day he got into that freaking college. He suddenly change his heart again in just two months or smth? ? He automatically change .A very drastic change that actually fucked me upside down and ruined my life away. And after that after all the efforts we put in , we almost got together again , but we're ruined by this arsehole that actually ruined my name. And create some intelligent stories about me.anf after that ,no more chance i had left.

What if i berubah hati like him ?
What if i change my mind ?
What if i dont love him anymore?
What if im going to ruined his life like he did to mine?
What if i have another penggnti like him ? (he does have one penganti eh.)
What if all of this thing happens ?

i know i love him , a lot. and i dont think thats going to happen.

this is random , i know this new blog im not souppose to blurt out anything about him. im sorry , but i just ____ him ___ much.

Labels: Nigga love.

Studying at night = better concentration .
No tv , no nothing no what . i met wawa yesterday night after buka at compasspoint. the we headed to rivervale plaza . and around there at mac. i had fun , its just that my mood wasnt there. Basically we talk mostly about succeeding in life. I told her its not to late if you want that to come true , we are just 5 weeks away from our dreams. Nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih , haha ! what a malay! Then we lepak until lammmbatt sekali , haha. Tunggu nie sorang member Aleppaitao. Baru sekali jumpe , dah kene label. When i got home at around 2:30 then i continued my ss. i complete 2 chapter full. until like 5:30am ? then makan breakfast macam dieorng ! padehal , tak puase. ;p *one week mc*

im getting bored and i start disturbing my cntacts. haha.
sorry , you see shikif nye orang banyak ikot mood.

having family gathering today , and you know . i hate family gathering , what the fuck ? i love meeting my cousins <3 but not so much my makcik. what else can they do beside , mengutuk orang lain right?

Finally , prelims ended today.

As you guess , physics was nonsense , 15 minutes and thats it , i was asleep fr the next one hour. paper prelim tau , heh. mampos nie perempuan . and after that i just gotta know that dnt paper was next. cincai loh, hentam sajelah. we can still talk duirng the examination. Dnt paper , first question only semua was looking at each other. question mark sia , question ?

from today onwards i have to puuuuuuuuuush myself towards myself now. no more playing. i'll not blog for some reason , and i wont online. cause , online menyakitkan hati eh. serious.I aint going to school tmrw, i wanna study. im two topics ahead from my plans rght now. thats better than never. i dont wanna top up my prepaid. heh.

puasa is in two days time. heh. okay , bazaar geylang . what a thing eh ? me and syasya just planned to lepak there on of those days before n level . nak lepak dgn uccie and wawa , like last year. and in the end , dot dot dot. what happen to all the plan man ? the pit. the chalet. the drinking thing. the shake. aisey bedah.-__-'

the fun i use to have a few days back just gone in a split second. it looks like many of us are affected that bad after sya had gone away. the joy the laughter all , is not in the scene anymore. i dont know what to do.

i was shot with a good question just now.
but i cant think about the answr.

Prelims paper.
History - was super easy . so give away questions.
English paper 2. - Not that bad also , i got most of the content in my head.
Maths paper 1 - Quite okay , i throw away 4 marks. haha.
Chemistry - Hentam sajela , if i did pass means its my luck , cmon its science? im not interstd la .

Physics tmrw! Bagus la tak belajar terus. Balik pukul 12 adela. And now i wanna watch iceage3. this is gonna be cute ! Bsok please have eyebags and fuck that viknesh up eh ! pasal dier kawan aku masuk . Arsehole.

I've been gg to school with acin everyday . yaay ! at least i have a partner to teman me to school now rather then i alone. (8

Blow me a kiss ? yeaaah , beeen all time favourite. and wait ? where is that " blow me a kiss?" i dont know. i think he's with his ego moments .im not going to message him not because i dont care about him . i wanna see hoe far he can go eh ? sampai ke thailand ke. hmmmmmmmmm.

xoxo

Shopping was fun , i took a few hours off the thing im souppose to do. I shop-ed ! with the rest , the four(s) wawa was looing for a skirt and im searching for a long sleeve. i got mine at cotton on .searching for white , but ade kerosakkan teknikal ,jarang giler! so cannot buy cross out ! so i got black and grey . My point was to get the short sleeve shirt the black and white one. but yeah , th long sleeve is more important to me.Wawa bought a new black skirt and its so cute. I dont find the purple one that i crave for. -_-'

Headed to esplanade. we walk duh , (as usual , rad complained.) haha. so we did took lots of pictures and start studying at marina. the mac there. Ramai sangat orang , duh. its the M&M day. (Mats and Minahs day!) We are so concentrating on our work and ignore those people around us. At night Uccie came down ! okay , lamer tak nampak . and he kept shotting me with tissue bullets and of cause i'll be the one behaving like an idiot and he'll be the one tahan malu . We've got lots of stories to share like dah lama tak jumpe. talktalktalktalktalk . Then otw to esplanade rooptop we saw imran ajmain . (:

Rep out at around 1030, bused to bedok inter. and then took 168 from there straight home. Despite being so tired after one whole day , this brother of mine told me not to sleep and wait for him to finish chatting with zuzu. Sampai pukul tiga ! At the same time i was watching iceage 3. the cerite so kekek. im watching it the third time for the day.


im having maths tuition today, with my two other charles angels. ; nabilah and wahidah . and im so tired ! this is gonna be the last week of prelims and im just two weeks away from my n's !

caramel caramel caramel .

I dont know what you want from me . you're confusing me. i dont even think you even know what you want in your life. nobody is perfect , nothing is perfect !not even me. thats the thing. your goals keep changing and changing .you have no sense of direction ? cabot la class , lari la from everyone pergi sane sini . if that makes you feel good and better, then off then go ahead. running away from your problem makes you be a coward. yes , you are one indeed. Thats not solution , thats called attention seeking . cause when you run away from everyone you would want to wait and see , whos that idiot who would want to come and run for you. isnt that attention seeking ? The competition like a few days ago , you remembered you back up just because theres too much problem ? c'mon problem will keep coming , you dont even have to call them they'll come and find you. the worst thing you can do is just run away from the problem and go to that sumwhere and enjoy yourself alone ? thats not the way , thats what looser will do ! like my kakak ? if you carry on like this then i tell you you wont go far . cause to you life is about people coming for you , you're used to that way . not you mixing around with much people and look for each other at times. you are one idiotic that wouldnt want to go around looking for people instead you want people to look for you. you cant accepct people who doesnt appreciate you . every people that is around you now is the one that treasure you so much but once they get uphold of you , when they left you you feel alone. and you feel useless. and thats what you are encountering right now , you feel so useless about yourself . yes you can be rendah diri but not so much to a certain extend that you hate yourself.

it doesnt mean i diam , i have nothing to say about you and i wont say anything. you have to know i am busy .i will blurt out smth when im free enough and this is the one !

I suck for social studies prelim !
keluar pasal bende malaysia ke hape entah. i study about US and dier keluar pasal malaysia ? jauh beza tau nie dua topic ?

Just end everything tomorrow and stop pressurizing us!
Half of the class gave up on deee and teee , we couldnt push ourselfs further. and Damn ilah who back up after a few months ? two days before submission , tanpa segan silu dier kate dier nak give up ? belle , only quiters quit . we both are like the two fastest creature among the whole class and now you just wanna back up ? sot sekejap siak aku . Whears , im done with everything ! my presentation board , my journal ! left the pasting only.

I salute this people : Affendi , Johanis , Hakim , Teck Wee , Yuan cong and Victor. These people though they are slow at least the little thing they could do is come to me and ask me. I did helped them though im busy with my own work . We did went out to do our things together not like the others that only talk big wanna pass. dnt punyela senang nak pass and blah blah blah tapi tak buat ape ape. Action speaks louder than words.

I cried just now , know why ? cause i dont know how to colour. kiwak three times i draw and my colouring hacur ! i cant colour ! thats the thing , and in th end the guys colour for me. this is why im not an art student . i just cant colour. but at least i did try eh . (sampai menangis tawwwww. )

i owe myself an ice cream !

Labels: life

Happy Birthday Singapore !

I think i wake up quite early , at 12petang. ;p early what ? i slept at around 4 yesterday. So as usual , the three people would msg me first thing in the morning ; Bob , and then Taufik and then Zai . but you know what ? i havent even reply any of their message. I will reply as soon as im free yaww.

In mind im thinking about the crew. Yes and i dont know why , i think five is enough. 2 boys and 3 girls , know what ? though the more the merrier , you should see some of those people's perangai when dier nyer semangat setakat 5 minute je semangat nak dance. Banyak la dieorang nyer ' dancing is my soul ' i got one example , errrr .. (guess sendiri name dier!) people in the crew ; Syabeel and his friend , then wawa , dira , and me ! im the one coreographing most of it with dira and wawa then we need sheikh's help for the boys. Sheikh is the master for this and that stupid pop and lock which i srsyly sucks in that . So yeah , five is just five. and anymore going in ? you are so welcome ! Sheikh , you are so needed !

going to finish up my so the sial studies revision !
so yeah , happy celebrating the nation birthday.

i would love to upload pictures for today.
please heal this computer soon !

Labels: National Day

heyheyhey.

What am i doing right now ? preparing what to study for the next four weeks left .Yes ! its getting so near and im getting more scared. Prelims is next week , thank god first 2 papers its just malay so i have time to catch up for my social studies. I did went to nenek house and then go get bubble tea ! padahal sekolah dekat giler tau , tu pun takde time nak pergi beli . Met nabilah then but seriously we got no mood to do so . Nothing is getting in head.

Yeah every week we gotta our own story to tell and after so long then suddenly we blurt out about hal . haha. if you think im still goig after him and what not ? im so sorry that you are so wrong , im not interested in him anymore hes no longer what i crave for. heh. To he himself or just anyone out there , please takmu feeling feeling eh ? oh ! i didnt know he was actually waiting for my company , cause he said " i thoughtyou dah mati dah lama menghilang " sorry , i dont have time for you eh ? aku nak tidur pun takde time. And i just wanna say this , PLEASE LA EH ? i cant be bothered with you. After that he didnt reply, he ought to be shocked with this sudden change of me.

So i have a question for myself , who change me ? is it beacause of kit kat ? bob ? or just beacause im busy ?
think the answer for me.

When i reached home , i straight away sleep with my bag sill beside me and everything hadnt even in place. i told you im tired kan kan kan ?

So now here i am awake , going to continue my bonding singapore. Aisey bedah . -_-'

BBQ tomorrow , east coast ! For count down this year im not going for any stupidfamily bbq ke ape eh ? im booked for countdown with my friends ! standard actuall eer year like that but last year i went with khairul , go chalet and drink ! i had so much fun !

goodgirl please !

having bad eyebags .

i havent had enough sleep thanks to all those inconsiderate people la . who else? that wants me to accompany them . when i souppose to study. so now , hanphone is a total distraction.i just feel like throwing it away !

Get a life.
You're given the opportunity for two years and frankly speaking its long enough. Those days i suffer and those tears i shed. Finally everything ends , and now just stop getting me involve in you and get real !

Let rep out this week shits together in one post!
Hey hello !

Tuesday 4.8.2009
School : During dnt lesson all the malays kindda slacked. And i was doing my typing at laptop and it suddenly shuts ! when i havent even sae my document. Siak betol , peh sort. After school , to my horror i was just a few seconds late to my usual spot , the police came. and Sharil was caught for smoking , contraband i think ? and got fined for $500 abey dah kene tangkap go put the whole group's name in his report. belle , and he doesnt even hang out with us lah since june holiday sejak dah dgn his kindda gf. then part takde rokok , pandai la carik kiter semue. Followed nad to bedok inter and top up handphone ! (:

Wednesday 5.6.2009
Each and everyone of us had our own thang to do . i did studied on this wednesday , i didnt sleep . heh . Exepct for some lesson i just get out of class like mdm aishah's lesson cause shes so naggy then go smoke ! cannot tahan . For maths sit infront , for science sit behind , history sit infront english sit behind ! hehe. last period english , then cabot ! haha. Had our own remedials after that , i had no choice but to go cause dateline is just next week the tweleveth . Im like the one that is so fast foward , but still im so kalangkabot. why didnt the rest had the sense of urgency like i do ? haha. my presentation board is half done ! Done with reme , the OM get out out for lunch+dinner at macds. which he owe use like 3 months ago , sekarang baru we're free. then when we got in there's the express dnt students. their muke when they saw us and mr lim , macam nampak ape entah . of cause they'll be thinking like , " asl nie lima minah dgn cikgu confirm kena tangkap rokok or loitering around void deck ! " but hell no ! we're all here for a treat . ad Nad also joined us. (: Then then then we all lepak ahwile like dah lama tak hang out . but its just ilah is missing out . tu ppn , srsly im speechless.

Thursday 6.8.2009
Happy Birthday Syasya ! yes ! its fierce's birthday . im the second one to text her ?first its wawa. haha. ours is on the 22nd and 23rd next month , haha. Surprise surprise ! The day is kindda bored and ilah is not in school again when there's dnt. and im like so frustrated , her journal is incomplete siak not even half ? and presentation board jgn cakap ! one whole day doing dnt . i only pay attention for malay which is befor dnt. then after that all he way i do my presentation board at the back of the class. and that aishah way busy nagging infront. about prelim is next week . Yesssss , i know about it !!! While i was doing my stuffs half of my class , was busy having an interclass match with the whole level and our girls team was trashed by a sec five class like 5-0 ? i didnt joined cause im having a bad body ache , i really cant move that much . i sat for hours and didnt even walk around. After staying back , went to chai chee , met manto and wawa then continue out folio and our diffrent projects to complete. I go and buy L&M menthol ? so tak sedap man . but the merah one nice , hmm . lesson to be learn la eh ?

Friday 7.08.2009
Happy Birthday Sabree ! Evry school is celebrating national day today and evryone is wearing red ! haha. kental . you know i was the first one to get out of home and like when its early there's not many students then i was so kental , i scared i slah hari wear red shirt . and im the only one wearing it . haha. i was late a bit , because of my bello abang who wake me up at 615am which its souppose to be at 530 .belle , my dad send loh. my hair tooks me 30 mins to layan tau ! Sempat ah smokey smokey. then this pasir ris sec guy was like , okay i mean the mat bustop was like . " Niari fierce siak dekni bawak rokok steady siak macam dah legal gitu " abey he asks me if im sec 2 ? hello do i look like im fourteen years old ? maaaak , im sixteen siak . grow up bby grow up . then i so angry he call me budak kecik and my bus came at the right time so i just belah ! hmmph. there's a continuation of handball comp . its the semifinal , and yeah my group 2 boys is in .and we got 2nd ! better than nothing. its all the mats and co. haha. the kental one was trashed by a sec five team . siak eh ? but the game was fun ! and then during the match at quadrangle , me and wawa embarassed sheeren live ! infront of all the audience. we were calling her merepek la peypek la and als hidung babi .

i was craving for nasi lemak dunno why today ? and i couldnt find any one. then on my way to get cheese fries we saw her again , i told her ah handphone aku yang kau curik aku halalkan , then she still can step kerek lagi cakap who says i took it ? maaaaak , if only tak ramai orang tad lalu lalang memang dah kene piaaaaaak ! dgn gueh ? the i just belah she gaudh berdua with wawa and even farahin the one yang innocent pun kene ? tak sort ? if nad ade confirm sheereen is so gone ! met ilah and syasya after that they went to tampines mall , dgn baju sekolah ? go get their studs ? i thought in baju rumah lupe nyer cabot sekolah . ;p abey tak tahu nak ajak ? last year national day celebration we cabot go esplanade haha. and bugis . kental eh kiter ? lol. planned to go tindek my anohter hole for my left year and in the end we got no time syasya need to go meet her probation officer. then wawa tangan kotor , rad and dayah everyone didnt turn up cause they have a big case in the office. weez go curik handphone ? from the same person dulu then bla3. im not involve.

Next week coming up , prelim dates , english n level oral exam ! cums halims bdae(and im not wishing him a happy bdae.tak kuasa aku , tgk ah cmne.) , then got what sia ? oh ! submission of dnt folio and presentation board. and im shure im gonna have study date with wawa , nabilah or smth . i need to buy my pens and continue my revision . i cant skipp my bbq , cause i just have to go !

Tomorrow , meeting nab and going to bedok . meet nenek and etc. suddenly everyone is going missing . then meet ilah go buy bdae present for syasya , we're buying for her a bracelet then with her name engraved. cool kan ? wawa , lala , and me planned.

Been having a badbody ache , i cant laugh , sneeze and also cough ! part cannot laugh tu its kindda disaster for me . i just need to laugh . i have to , its gerekk man .and wawa is trying to scare me by saying its appendix. ;( okay , im so scared. i remember muhsin straight away ! i remember how worriedi was when he confessed he got it.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Okay , isnt it too long already ?

Bob , luck for tmrws gig.

Terlanjur cinta - Rossa ?
Tak Mungkin kerna sayang - Alya?
Takdir Cinta - Rossa ?
Sampai Disini ( rock version) - Merah feat. Herlina.

Those track really crash my whole house down !

School ; was bored. i hadnt sleep one whole night. and finally i took advantage of my 3 period english . in the end i oly slept forhalf an hour and the rest i did comprehension . huhu . rad been bugging me to bangun . her life is so incomplete without my jokes cracking .yeah , i know. And i sound about the handphone thing. She's quite pissed but actually irdayah never blamed her for anyh. dier yang a lot OVER.

i feel like throwing my phone away . i cant stand messages with no keypad and with this mini iphone thingy. omfg.

After school , there's 2 mat kotai sitting infront of school . kindda waiting for his gf. and then we ask them fr cigars good thing tk lokek. then they offer us , they say they are selling cigars. haha . so we bought we bought. they are kindda stupid and then guess what ? we got extra one box. i gave nad and rad 3 sticks each and i had the rest all to myself. free !

Yesterday, hmmmm. got gaduh besar . as usual , i dont start my talking until it reaches the limit . and thank god , it worked. mata and hati dier terbuka , finally ! one whole night tak tidur takpe , at least sumone sedar from smth . gaduh dgn siape eh ? - _____________.

caramel caramel caramel !
is that my new name or smth ?

if you are sumone that doesnt talk a lot ?
doesnt entertain my crappy nonsense ?
please , dont bother entertain me !

Met bob today . we are both super tired. then i rush home for my malay homework , yeah i know kental . zaman biler buat homewrk ? i dont want to sit depan office la . haha .

Boyfriend , a friend thats not a girl .
but its a boy, paham ?

Sorry if im gonna be not beralas eh ,
i wanna sound this nosense.

Boyfriend 1 : insertnamehere.

What do you think im am the kind of person? just be friends for a few months and when i get new friend i'll ditch you out of my life ? and you mentioned im getting bored of you right now. i am mad at you , yes not about anything but about this ! you are trying to tell me that im the kind of person that ditch anyone after i get bored of them and have a lot of replacement after that ! - argh ! nonsense ! padehal , i never neglect you before. well , maybe i did because im super busy with my own schedule. ad sometimes prepaid low , so be understadnign la please ? i'd give you support in whatever you're doing . sometimes , i sounds like i taknak layan or malas nak layan . but its like what ilah said me and husaini are the type of creatures that will just diam but actually we bother about you people. its just that we want you to think about your own problem yourself before we come into the picture. we want you to be mature and think abotu the problem you create yourself. and this is what i get ? one super big clue to get to know who you are , im none other better than a char kway teow in singapore. that food is so much better and super more important than me.

Boyfriend 2 : insertnamehere.

We've been friends for quite a long time since we're in primary school . we are getting quite close but srsly , im not accepcting you more than just friends. - i dont understand you.

Boyfriend 3 : insertnamehere.

You and me maybe so far apart . you used to be the other half of me , you may think now im still crazy over you but actually nope. i've gotten over you like a few months ago ? since boyfriend 1 appears in my life ? Takmu shiok sendiri , seriously . You can act as anybody , but you know what ? i'd always knew the truth . cause god is always against you ! maybe i couldnt delete you from my memory , if you think im no other than a bitch out there like your gina(s) please ! think a thousand time ! - Aku tak macam siak macam kau. ;p

you said this a few days back : i kan macam siak .

Boyfriend 4 : insertnamehere.

You may be in my contact list for quite a long time. But we only chatted once and it sounds like we've knwn each other for long ? and after that our journey goes on quite well . i'd always tell myself not to get my feelings involve with this friendship , but seriously speaking sometimes i sounds stuck in between . Why ? because , there's smth inside you that will start my gugugaga-ism. And i feel comfortable with it . i have nothing to hide away from you . theres smth special about you that i can see. that make my hati terbuka. ;p

Boyfriend 5 : insertnamhere.

Im sumone you can talk rubbish with about all yout girlfriend. but i wander sometimes , have you ever done it once to me like what you did to them . haha.

Boyfriend 6 : insertnamehere.

Youa are the best study partner ever. cause my 5 had been divided into 2. so im stuck in the middle and i dunno who to go with besides you and your partner. cause you both are the nearest. i had fun talking about soccer and shit with you. you make me go so kental ! and so budak kecik .

these are all my kindda favourite guyfriends. some sounded ' boy 'cause they really havent grow up. some presurerize me but some shine me through. thats the story , of them .

i'll stop here.
i malas wanna continue.

now , when im stressed or when im bored ! i love doing this , switching on my mp3 fomr my handphone then take my mic and start my singging . i dont care sedap or tak sedap , lagu yang paling menyakitkan hati is Alya - tak mungkin kerna sayang eh ? until i cry , hmmmmmm.

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Last minute plan , JB. ?

Yeah , i did went to Jb. its kindda a last minute plan , my mum told me last night at around 12am ? that we're going to Jb this morning. And they wake me aup from my sleep at 10am. when im still souppose to be in bed for another 2 hours.? in the car abit ribut, thought its just the four of us behind. but we kept teasing each other. our main itention was just to go get those barang dapur ? like the monthly stuffs. Godd thing is , its at malaysia ? cmon just grab anything you like. then all the girls go grab their basic needs. heh. i get some coloured bras ! but i couldnt get the pink and blue one , basically i got no size. too small its a problem , and too big is also double problem ! and i have colourful panty. heh. my blog is private , so i can talk off the limit a bit.

Lunch time , i didnt have nasi patayya , haha thought its my main dish everywhere. i had fish and chips. Singapore fish and chips is way better eh ? seriously. Before i went in to msia , i remembered theres some riot sumwhere , i so kental i was damn scared then my daad say its only at kl some political stuffs. then i was like , omfg ! Moi ?

Its already august ! heh. cepat nye , 20 more days to puasa ? 5 more weeks to N level. Tmrw , its already monday . i dont even feel my weekends. Time flies by just too fast eh ? school is tmrw , so cepat. After school meeting bob , ive been busy so cannot slot anywhow i must squeeze in some people in my schedule careflly. My free time is only monday to wednesday . and my study days is thursday to sunday . but then , this freaky twin of mine is working on my basic study days , so i have to squeeze her on my 3 free days. and therefore i thought i could put bob in my schedule during my free days but then i have to slot in my twin inside. so now , im having lots of clashes ! i dont even have time to go library , and i cant even recall when us the last time i read any of the novels.

Dira called me yesterday , we had a nice time talking nonsense and about dance stuffs. We seriously cant wait , haha . Im waiting for my free time to come so i can start mixing songs again like i mix colour posters ! Woohoo !

This week nonsense ! okay , lets list it all out.

(Monday to Friday got remedial actually but i skipped ! tak sanggup babe.)

Monday : Meeting Bobby.

Tuesday : Study date with ilah , should be DandT folio .
b back before 8:30pm , wanna watch anugerah!

Wednesday: Study with Jo i think , should be DandT folio again.
(ilah and jo tak ngam so cannot go study bertiga must be saperated. ya allah ni budak budak !)

Thursday : Can be a last minute thing with Dee.

Friday : The only free day i can see !

Saturday : Should be studying with nabilah .
At the same time having bbq with my mum and her friends ' celebrating singapore 44th birthday. - boleh cabot tak ? or go late ?

Sunday: Overnight from yesterdays bbq and fishing.

Monday : Public holiday ! either i sit at home or go study.

And depends if i gotta squeeze bob again , i dunno where to squeeze. Pack kan ? and this week things i gotta complete is my humanities ! and sciences ! both combined. saturday then do maths .

Confirm gonna have eyebags ! and im so going sick soon , cause tk cukup tidur. i'll find half an hour to sleep everyday in class. haha. eh i that lemah uh ?

Wish me luck this week , its gonna be a super pack week.
Sorry if anyone ask me out and i trun them down.

Tv thing im gonna watch today is garfield ! at 7:30pm / Tangisan bulan madu at 10pm .
kental kan cerite ? haha.

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