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# 103
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Results day, i hate to talk about this. 1. torned with ilah and dayah before the result day.
2. met rad in the afternoon , before going to school.
3. met ilah and dayah half way and all the kuncus.
4. received a message from wawa.
5. wawa and sya get released to take results.
6. sya is so tembam !
7. get results , first pantat to cry in the whole hall.
20 pts, im over only with one point !
heartpained.
cannot tahan, wana meet baby straight away.
last goodbye to all friends and off i went to meet baby.
as sooon as i saw him i give him a hugged.
his results right? , mangkuk.
if i get his results i terjun diri.
sumpah tak bedek.
i can take all courses at ite exp for two new courses.
impianku , ingin architecture kesampaian , tapi tak tahu accepcted ke tak.
-.-
baby's off to tp.
after fourday then he'll returned.
im so gonna miss him.
he got an indon number, so kekek punye la panjang number die.
tak jadi four days , jadi three days aje.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
xoxo
#102
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
i used to say friends are forever , guys are whatever.
what it seems to be now is the other way round ,
not beacuase finally ive moved on,
it's because, my boyfriend treasure me more than my friends.
(exp wawa, i miss her.)
;(
xoxo
Labels: Friends
# 101
went out to marina today with boyfriend and co. Been lazy to update this and that lately , heh. So a quick one about today! it was an unplanned outing with them today, i just got to know about this yesterday. Nash planned to go marina barrage, due to the bad weather. we went to marina square instead , heh.
Met boyfriend in the morning, at 12 noon. heh. its still morning for me, rshed to go find the wrapping paper for his mum's present. yeah, belum jadi menantu dah dapat present. hehe.after that , i wrapped the present under his block while waiting fr him to clean up th house. waited for an hour fifteen mins, -.- standard. finally he came down , im in ears cause im freaking thirsty. lol. dunno how in the world i can cry, heh. our hajat to go ica building and changi airport tak kesampaian we straight away went out instead.
i gave boyfriend's mum a pink brooch as her birthday present , i hope she liked it.
;D
After that we people had no plans , and then off we got back to bedok. and off to our saperate ways , spent the rest of my nights with him. i reall had fun today. thanks for everyhing bebeh, love you !
p.s no nice pitures to upload , i was freaking masai in very picha today.
N level results realeasign on the 18th of december , 230pm. im gg with acin. heh.
xoxo
# 100
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Muhammad Ashraf , this is for you.
the first reason i made you cry is about him ,
the last reason i make you cry is about the same person also.
im really feeling guilty right now.
i know what i did wasnt right at all ,
things will go worst if i hide this from you of cause,
i still then have to tell you the truth ,
i cant bear to lie to you.
the truth always hurts.
i thank you for having patience with me all these while,
i'll make shure the patience you've had, worth.
i've been hurting guys around , since im left alone.
i've promised myself since the day i got you back not to let you be one of my victim ,
but im sorry , i just did.
i'll forget him .
its a matter of i want or i dont ,
decision made,
i want to.
i promise,
this is th last mistake linked to him,
after this , he's no longer gonna exsist in my life anymre.
i aint no scared of him nigga,
im more scared of you instead .
im scared of loosing you.
you're my another half.
you're my everything.
xoxo
p.s i love you.
Labels: Ashraf.
# 99
First and foremost , dira and i are continueing our mission in creating a dance crew . we call ourself ,
LUSH FUSION
we lush ! are made up by a group of girls. that share the same passion called, dance.
its a fusion of hip hop , modern and contemporary moves.
every member of lush are sisters !
we'll go through thick and thin together,
we'll work hard for every competition , winning is not it.
fun and experience is what we aim for.
if you have the same passion ,
and you share the same goals as everyone here
& have yet to have any crew around.
WE WELCOME YOU TO LUSH!
xoxo
Labels: Lush Fusion
# 97
Saturday, December 12, 2009
I'd never knew how much i mean to you. I dont know how much im treasured deep inside your heart. Cause, i couldnt get what you've been trying to show me all this while. All i could see from you is just anger,temper and pleasure. But still , im sabar enough to endure all the bad things you've done to me. If only , you'd been this nice to me years ago. I should have waited for another year before i moved on. If only , you'd trust me. things wouldnt end up like this. you'll never leave me and ill not miss my last chance i had to be with you. cause , it'd been two years things been going on the same. Nothing seems could saperate us both. we'll still be by each other after a few months then. if only , we didnt give up.
If only , you'd stop thinking about ur pleasure and how much pain you've caused . if only you kept those words you say, i would have waited a little longer. You shouldnt have confused me , you should have just tell me everything straight to the point. if only i'd knew you're sincere , i could have wait a little longer.
im sorry , but everything just seems to be in a mess. it kept haunting me , days and nights. i couldnt concentrate in my exams i couldnt carry on in doing my daily routine. i find it hard to carry on , i find it hard to move on.we've been together for three years , and after our break till now. we're still clinggging on to each other. is the love just too strong between us , or the memories are just to meaningful for us both.
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
Bby, yes im yours and you're mine. I love you a whole lot. if i used to love him like the whole wide world , my love for you is bigger than the whole wide world that i cant put it to words.No matter how much i deny , i admit i still have feelings for him still. i dont know why, he's the longest perhaps? he's my first true love ? he's the one that turn me like this. He'd the one that thought me how to face obstacles in life. He's the one that that thought me how to hidup susah. he's the one that bring me here. He's the one that turn me like this , the shikif you love came from him. you ought to thank him for turning me like this. if not , im already badly rotten. im not this good , im worst than all this .worst than what you see right now.
i know my limits when im with him , we're just friends. he's just too late. i waited for two years , and he didnt appreciate it. Now my heart is yours, its not his's anymore. Dont hurt me like how he hurt me , dont treat me like how he treat me. im not expecting anything big from you, i dont want ur money , i dont want ur ciggs , i dont want your things, all i want is just your love. You , by my side , is already enough for me.
(:
xoxo
Labels: Lovelife
# 95
Friday, December 11, 2009
This picture is freaking cute.
I love my matrape. <3
haha.
xoxo
# 94
Friday, December 4, 2009
Rain Rain Go Away !
Come Again Another Day!
Shikif Wants To Meet Ashraf ,
Rain Rain Go Away!
Going back home to sengkang , im missing everything at home.
As soon as i got home, i wanna watch syurga cinta!
Baby's sending me home.
Cant wait for the rain to stop pouring,
I wanna meet my dear boyfriend.
xoxo
# 93
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Happy birthday dear cousin.
Cant believe this girl turned thirteen today it feels like yesterday she's still 10yrs old.
Have fun today ,
May all ur wishes come true.
xoxo
Labels: Happy Birthday
# 92
Touch Screen phone sucks a whole lot.
i dropped my phone , and i can no longer touch the screen anymore. The thing just dont work anymore! All i can do is press the middle button, to answer calls.
Baby's phone can message but cannot take calls.
Mine , can take calls but cannot message.
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Been all at home since morning ,
Dee is out to work.
Amalina is out with cik yeye.
Nenek just got back from paris.
Aunt is out to work.
Thanks for the strepsils anw , i cant stop coughing in the morning. And thanks to the strepsils my aunt gave me. I felt better today.pls la, cure me faster. i wanna smoke. heh.
So its just left me, nafis , syafiq and nenek at home.
not forgetting my uncle.
i smoked only two sticks since morning.
please , for once just listen to your boyfriend.
cut down smoking la ,
My boyfriend!
I miss him a lot and a lot.
If i used to miss halim as the whole wide world.
I miss ashraf as the whole universe !
Meeting him tmrw, yayy floater !
tsktsktsk.
xoxo
# 91
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
WawaDangdut&Syasya.
I miss them both.
Alot and alot.
How are they inside ehh? It feels so sunyi and sei without the two kecohrables. Yeah , they are the one that start to call the whole of us ' the kecohrables' especially at block panjang , we'll strum the guitar and sing out loud like nobody bisness, your call- secondhand serenade. My study moments most of it is with wawa. We do all silly things together. This year puasa , we study till we buka underblock dua orang. Thats how semangat we are for our n level. And she's the only one that sangup turun sengkang at night , just to company me study and listen to all my talking. Sya is expert with all those piercing things. She pierce both my second earhole for me. Call me everymorning , 'nak masuk lambat tak?' she' the one that always smoke SKL every morning. And bring only 2 sticks of cigar to school. haha. We both always cabot dnt/art lesson together. we'll meet at our tempat biase after one period gone and stayed til 5 mins before class end then we'll get back to class. (;
Ilah-Lala
Haha, this one! Since primary five. Same class, till sec four. i dont know why, but i hate her. i cant sit beside her, i'll tend to tell her things she's not soupose to know about me. haha. No matter how much i wana hide , Still a few hours or minutes later , i'll still let the cat out of the bag. She's my sister,my twin. I wander my people kept mistook the both of us together. I look way diffrent than her, fish you. And this girl , in a week out of the 5 days in school. 4days out of the 5, she'll confirm come to me and ask me to teman her go berak. Non-stop. Biler part tembus pun , aku la orang nye yang akan ditarik.
Raddy Lambert.
I dont know what to say about her. hahahaha.Too many to mentioned. She just cant sit still , banyak illusion. Too many things to daydream about , she like to laugh alone.She's my partner. She's my cousellor. She's my bie. She has a high level of patience.haha, true enough. And guys, if you want her number, pls just forget it. She's already engaged to *insertnamehere.*
Haha, the five of us.
viknesh call us ,
the 5/5.
I miss them ,
I miss school,
I miss every single moment in Bedok North Secondary School.
xoxo
Labels: Friends, I Miss School So Much .
# 90
Met baby today, first thang company him to recruit express to hand up his time sheet. After that i was forced to go for check up,at tamp poly beacause of my irritating bad cough that i'd been having for almost one week? After two days im still not smoking yet. grrrr. Thanks to one person , Muhammad Ashraf. (: It took us long enough to wait for my freaking number to be called , F191. Naz , Squirell and Faz was already waiting for us at bustop. I felt so guilty , but still like i say kate ashraf. He con , he say we're at bedok poly but we arrived at the bustop by bus 65 which comes directly from tamp to damai bustop ? Nampak sah con bby. Bus-ed to CSC, cause they want to interview work. Semua dah bopian ! So they had no choice , after then followed them to job hunting at parkway parade. It'd been longgggggg enough since i jejak parkway parade. -.- i hate going there with no cash , cause the smell of famous amous's cookie keeps calling for me.Bus-ed to simei , take 31 and i saw hot hot hot Aslam and girlfriend. (: though they are no longer together , they're still best friends after all.Tomorrow , im not meeting anyone. So i guess , i'll just be staying at home with the guys. playing games and all sort of guys stuff , and rotting away at home. Ashraf is gg jobhunting tmrw , i hope he get a job after travelling here and there looking for one.
8 more days,
money masuk day.
18 more days ,
Nlevel result release!
24 more days ,
Third monthsary!
omgggggg, all this thing is tense-ing me.
fish , pls. i hope nothing bad will happen.
i first hope , money will come out earlier.
second , i really get at least 19pts and below for n level results.
third , my third monthsary actually came true.
[Cepatnye dah third month?]
xoxo
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