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Labels: Lovelife, Nigga love

Sometimes in life , things doesnt work out as what you planned it to be. It doesnt mean you love that sumone you will get that person fo shure. I believe, god will send you sumone better than you expect.

Labels: Ashraf., Be wise at making decision, Drama mama, Lovelife, Nigga love., Sleepover

Mentioned yesterday , that amirul freak added me .And then the drama mama begins! i didnt mentioned to him straight foward tht i know who his true identity is. But i did bahasekan him , he ask me why am i so lemah as in im in a very tired mode yesterday. Then i say , i  am super happy! but suddenly got new drama mama coming up. Then he was like whats the drama mama coming up? then i just tell him his story. Step dunno la , then he still can say ' perangai macam siak sey abey kenape masih layan ? ' perangai dier memang macam siak , ingat kan dah 19 tahun dah besar dah boleh pakai kepala otak , masih dgn perangai lama dier dulu.' huhu.

The real person finally came out with his true identity like a few hours later. I think he got my message stuck into his head already. So , hiding his trueself isnt gonna work cause i already know who in the world is he. He did onlined with me using his REAL ACCOUNT. No hiding hiding , at first we both were having a tiff over his sister, i take care if his sister dgn rela hati. I dont even ask for anyth in return and he can still say if anyth happen to his sister, he'll deal with me straight. But so far, i did no harm to his adik. Suke hati you la eh, kalau kau tak percaye aku why not , you take care of her yourself ? And he can still say , im with his asik because of dendam , not because im sincere in taking care of her.

*baru cakap , kan dier dah online*

We did talked about lots of stuffs la , i dont know why but when im in a conversation with him i always forget ashraf behind , and always, when im online with him or what , ashraf is always not here by my side. ;(

Meeting bebeh in an hour time,
i miss him truckloads!
;D


ade e-mail addy baru lagi? haha. nie semua orang orang yang takperlu. yang takde life , yang tak habis habis nak menyusahkan hidup orang lain.hahahahaha. i knew this person true identity. if you've been reading my blog. you know who im talking about . haiya, ingatkan dah 19 dah ade life , dah berubah lupenye masih sama macam dulu. still , this person have no life.suke hati kamu la eh bebeh? asalkan kau bahagia. (:

Baby finish working at 1130pm today. ;(
Meeting him tmrw , thought of not meeting. Confirm he penat after work and despite we'd met for three consecutive days. takkan tak jelak? haha. but still he wants to meet me then , we'll meet ! i miss you truckloads too.

Why got no more drama mama anymore in my life? its getting bored you know. -.-

Nab is already here !
I miss her so much, but still there's no drama this time.
Everyone depression mode.
We're watching penelope ! yes that movie that makes me forget about halim. it didnt have anymore impact on me anymore. Cause im over him (:

Nafis will be back from perak today , my dear brother. Today is zulaika's birthday too. She onlined with me , haha. she miss my brother , she asks me to tell nafis to msg her tonight. Then i was like rindu nampak ?

Labels: Drama mama, Nigga love, Sleepover

Labels: life

Nabilah is coming tonight !
Yessssssssss ah! now i freaking lonely, amalina is off to camp till sunday. im so gonna miss her! we did have our girls talk last night before she goes. I hope i say the right thing to her. Adly and syafiq went to sembahyang jumaat. Aunt/Uncles off to work. Been onlineing with abang iqin daritadi pagi , i mean since i online till now. And no one is at home besides me and dee. Dee is still ngoroking inside. -.-

Baby is working , im so bored without him.
Duduk rumah sudah despite , we've been meeting three days straight in a row though. Nanti jelak , so cannot , im meeting him on saturday instead which is tmrw. I missssssss you!

Eh nabilah ! come earlier la.
huhu.

Labels: Ashraf., Sleepover

Met baby just now.
He's freaking cute! he never wear gel. and he's freaking masai bebeh. Dengan masam dier baru balik kerje, know what i say ? " lagi awak masam lagi i sayang! " But we didnt hang out too long , cause we actually have limited time. I gotta remind myself again and again that im not sleeping at my house, if nak balik pukul 12pagi pun takpe.Im at rumah orang la dey, please behave sayang. Naz lepaked with us also , and he's quite pissed cause we gotta got off earlier. ;p

Kite semua kekeringan -.-

Of cause , i dont sleep early. what th fish am i doing at 4:25am not sleeping? im just too bored to sleep im still freshly awake. heh. i miss dancing , seriously. but those kental peps wanna start next year instead of these year. So its a total mendak holiday with no things going on these year. Hahaha. I think this is my annual break after having a hardtime studying. So i rather spend my time at home with everything , rather than merempat around. Cause when i start schooling already , i'll have no time to spent at home. Seriously speaking.

Two monthsary coming soon , in a few days time.
Yesterday was my freaking 4 years a month tak menjadi. So yeah, i aint no gonna think about it anymore. I wont break up with my muhammad ashraf, insyaallah. I am very proud of myself that im already moving on. & of cause , i didnt expect ashraf darling to be the one that im moving on with .I've been single for the longest time ever , 2years 3months. Break Record. ;)

I wanna read novel.
Nak tunggu nabilah datang bawak novel can mati kekeringan man.
-.-'

Labels: Ashraf., Sleepover

Bebeh. Im at dee's crib. I misssssss all my cousins! especially dee, amalina and nabilah. We did had a lot of catch up since i stepped this house. Nabilah wasnt in , she's coming on friday instead . We planned to come down on friday actually but i was dead bored at home and then i cabot go here instead i was 2 days early. In fact , i've been delaying and delaying im souppose to be here by last week to teman nani. heh. sorry -.-

i cut my frienge.

Havent been working,  was accepcted at CSC. but i lazy to work there , cause its freaking jauh. i went for the training , but i cabot half way. if im not working there why in the world should i continue that training right? Ashraf isnt pissed with me about it , i knew halim would. i would be fucked upside down ah if i cabot these cabot that and of cause not working would be a big thing for him .

Met Ashraf yesterday, lepaked at floater. but then its raining , with naz , heikel , hamizan and zul. i think i dont even remember their names by heart. its quite gerek though its just the 6 of us. but we didnt go up the hill like we used to , cause its hujan. I missed the meteorites last night, i didnt went out last night. But i do stayed up till 5:30am read novel. I read the book already but i have no choice but to read it again , im too bored to sleep.

Days with bebeh was fun! we didnt meet  every single day duh. Days with him is further better than with halim. I wasnt treated like shit uh , at least. ;p will these last long ? insyallah. :D meeting him later.  miss him like fcuk. he tend to know me better , especially my sleeping perangai. Shikif kalau dah tidur , dier tidur mati. Bebeh waited for me from morning till 3pm yesterday. Cause he cabot work , then planned to meet earlier but i was freaking asleep like babi. Then we still meet at 4pm. hehe,

Meeting Adly  later , planned to lepak.
After that meeting baby at bedok ,* kene turun lagi.* -.-'
[bby kaw kerje shikif , kau duduk rumah je , takmu  macam macam.heh.]

Labels: Sleepover

I hate zia remo.
I thought he would forget me already but actually no he didnt ! even when i told him im attached , he still say he wanna wait for me , but pls no way .  I wount leave ashraf  you dammit.

Yesterday, it ws halim problem.
halim called me and i was otp with ashraf also.
Suddenly Halim confessed that he love me la and what not , and after he change then he's comming for me back. Why now? When i actually given up on him already? Why cant he confessed everything ? Why must he beat around the bush? Whats with him? And now when im happy with my love ones he want to destroy my realtionship. I aint afraid if him destroying my relationship actually , but im afraid if im the one going back to him. What the fish is all this man?

Ashraf, we have to be very careful with all these things.
Challenges kept coming up ahead infront of us , we've been going thru a lot of things and im afraid that we're not gonna last till the 7 years. pls , i want him to be the last.


I gotta job!
And this wednesday its gonna be my first day.
Im working with raddy lambert. Same position , same time , same place. And we are both worried about me, am i gonna wake up on time? or maybe im not even going to sleep? i cant even wake up after 64 miss calls from annoying people in the morning. letak bomb pun belum tentu bangun.heh.

I miss my baby,
Been a few days since we last met. -.-

Im waiting for 'your call' i dont think i can stay up for long and tats why im onlineing, To keep me awake. Im in pain. Im having bodyache, thanks to yesterday one carton of drinks! i have to pikul from shop to 535 carpark. The pain began from my palm to my arms , to my shoulder and now to my back. And im feeling so feverish! Can i even make it for tmrw's date.?

Labels: Ashraf.

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♥Blissfully Attached to Muhammad Ashraf.

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