first and for all , farewell to my bestest sasha fierce. she was sent to girls home just now afternoon after her court case. it was so unfair , we couldnt say anyth to her before she left. cause its unexpected , we thoought she'd just be under probation or taggin . but things got more worst than ever. we're having our prelims when she text us and everyone was so down when we gotta know about it. wawa cried , rad did too , and also ilah . i tried to do so at first but i didnt ,until everyone left me alone then i started bursting out. And i cried infront of audy , for goodness sake its so embarassed. Audy was so depressed at that moment. He cried too much , he's so sweet . last week they kindda broke off ahwile and audy came to our port(heh.) begging for sya back . and though sya ignored , he still cried for her infront of us. and now sya dah masuk , things got worst . he's trying to get back into drugs and he just get involve in an accident. omfg. whats gonna happen next ?

Rad , wawa and me just kindda cam back from waterbreaker. we pour out everything there. so like yesterday cried at the waterbreak and today i did also . but this time , i was the idiotic one very egoist tak nak nagis so selfish to my tears. And i kept pretending to be happy infront of them both and make them laugh as i do . haha. shikif = fun !

then rad started to say if shikif masuk what will happen eh bby ?then i was like oh entah ? then she said what you know or not ? " aku nagis berstandby kotak tissue sia." okay , then we danced ! play guitar , my and wawa coreographed , like no body buisness , who cares ! its just pasir ris park eh ? Overall , sasha was admitted for 1 years 3 months. first two weeks , girlshome. the rest petapis. what the fuck ? sya ,we'll be missing you yaww ?

Audy asked me ," sya akan lupe kan aku tak kif ? " my answer is nope.

"Kalau kau jadi aku aper kau buat ? " my answer is , wait for her.

eighteen is always swey , cause it used to be my fuciking anniversary . and then now its this ?