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Ashraf.

Alright , its gonna be random for now. Im gonna talk about the tittle above. I dont know where to start haha , but yeah he's so cute ! Okay for now , let me start from how did we both gotta know each other from the start. Here i go !

Primary Five.
First , we are from the same primary school! , Telok Kurau Primary School. And after that i dont know how we both get along , but we first started to menggatal after the primary five camp ( after i broke up with tajul isfahan. )  Our relationship , kirekan low profile la , only close people knows about it . Until , one day , his bestfriend  , ashshafiq came and ask me to be his girlfriend ! And this ashshafiq doesnt know that im with ashraf. So i told ashraf , to let me go with ashshafiq " i pergi kat ashshafiq kejap ajer nanti i pergi kat you balik okay? " Then he say "okay."Kate cinta monyet ! Cute kan ?

After that , during my primary school i have two other friends. Kirekan we three are always together , Shikif , rasyidah and liyana . Ashraf , ashshafiq and nasrul are so called are among the hot hot boys are at that point of time. Liyana dgn shah matahir , Shikif dgn ashshafiq , and so dengan pathetic nye we both make rasyidah go with ashraf. Why ashraf? cause nampak sangat syidah tak akan kene dgn nasrul thats why its ashraf. And after that i dont know how , ashraf and rasyidah became together.

Lepas tu ! Our cerita cinta kan is not low profile anymore ah especially me and ashshafiq , seriously ramai orang tahu , sampai ade orang yang dengki dengki semua , and yes these three fella' hidayah sanip , suzy and herdawati. Dah la ni tiga ekor same class dgn tu tiga jantan ! the girls are so called the clever ones , we are two class ahead from them. hehehehehehe , intelligent sangat. And then , ade orang sabotage kiter , go and tell these cikgu kepo inside our school ; Cikgu siti . Tu tiga betina la tu , so yang kene is shikif and ashshafiq and rasyidah and ashraf.(Cikgu siti suruh kiter break off.)  Ashraf happy nak mampos , idk why mati2 taknak patch dgn rasyidah but ashshafiq and me are still together. But me and ashshafiq didnt llast for long ah , suddenly we broke off. (i ask for it.) All these while when even ashraf and me are together with syidah and ashshafiq , me and ashraf still bermesra kat telephone everyday ah. Without syidah and ashshafiq knowing. Then im so called close with syidah though she kept telling me that she still love ashraf i still like "oh okay" and didnt bother about it ah. Until one day , ashraf tell ashiq about all the things that we both done together. And then ashiq tell syidah , and so the seret is , "ashraf stead dgn syidah setakat nak shikif balik ashraf tak pernah suke syidah." jengjengjeng! then syidah mengamuk with me ah. But i dont care , i have all the guys around me , setakat satu puki je taknak kawan dgn aku , so what bebeh ? And after then ,im not part of them anymore ah.

Primary six.
I was transfered to a better class , thank god im far away from syidah and liyana. Syidah stills tergila-gila kan ashraf . Then we gado gado gado , syidah call me prostitude sia. Dier kate , kerje aku asyik nak menyundal je dengan jantan. After i got out from that group i joined the clever people group ah , kan dah tukar class. But though these people are clever , seriously their perangai suck nak mampos. That time ahh kirekan , those nuraini and all. i only like afiqah and radhiah. And primary six also i start mingling around with ilah .

Im still in contact with ashraf la for these two years until i end my primary school PSLE posting day. .
I love him but i dont wanna be with him i scared we lost each other as boyf/girlf.

The freaking thing was ,
Syidah , Shikif , and Liyana - Bedok north sec. 
Nasrul , Ashraf - Bedok town sec.
Ashshafiq - Pin yi sec.

Me and ashraf wanna get to the same school , but tak dapat. Syidah wants to be in the same school as ashraf pun tak dapat. Syidah doesnt wanna be in the same school as shikif but at the same time she got liyana. Syidah then burukkan my namer to her class , cakap i stole his exboyfriend from her la and "shikif kalau single semua orang tolong ah jaga matahyr korang. "

Will history repeat itself  like me and halim ?
What if he change after ITE ?

You can say whatever you like and what not , i dont think i'll accepct anybody until that person wait for me for another two years. Seriously , i just dont want history to repeat itself. My main point is , love hurts man ! if you arent willing to get hurt then better keep away from falling in love. Its nice when its still fresh but once you get sick and tired of it , you'll just find any reason to break it up . Your partner then, will be the victim of love. And i was once a victim , the pain is still here in my heart. i'll never forget that pain . The pain that change my whole entire life right now.

Until , im confident enough with myself. Until im prepared to get hurt , until i cure my broken heart. Then i'll replace it with sumone new and i hope , nothing bad will happen again .

After three years , i stil love my Abd Halim Bin Abu Bakar.
Like got nobody else , i also dont know why am i still going for such a jerk like him.

♥Norashikif Aznan. Sixteen/twenty-two.oh-nine.one-nine-nine-three.
ITE Tampines/Space Design[Architecture]

♥Blissfully Attached to Muhammad Ashraf.

You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving

A/Yan. A/Lina.

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