Muhammad Ashraf , this is for you.

the first reason i made you cry is about him ,

the last reason i make you cry is about the same person also.

im really feeling guilty right now.

i know what i did wasnt right at all ,

things will go worst if i hide this from you of cause,

i still then have to tell you the truth ,

i cant bear to lie to you.

the truth always hurts.

i thank you for having patience with me all these while,

i'll make shure the patience you've had,  worth.

i've been hurting guys around , since im left alone.

i've promised myself since the day i got you back not to let you be one of my victim ,

but im sorry , i just did.

i'll forget him .
its a matter of i want or i dont  ,
decision made,
i want to.

i promise,
this is th last mistake linked to him,
after this , he's no longer gonna exsist in my life anymre.
i aint no scared of him nigga,
im more scared of you instead .

im scared of loosing you.
you're my another half.
you're my everything.

xoxo

p.s i love you.