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Saturday, December 12, 2009
I'd never knew how much i mean to you. I dont know how much im treasured deep inside your heart. Cause, i couldnt get what you've been trying to show me all this while. All i could see from you is just anger,temper and pleasure. But still , im sabar enough to endure all the bad things you've done to me. If only , you'd been this nice to me years ago. I should have waited for another year before i moved on. If only , you'd trust me. things wouldnt end up like this. you'll never leave me and ill not miss my last chance i had to be with you. cause , it'd been two years things been going on the same. Nothing seems could saperate us both. we'll still be by each other after a few months then. if only , we didnt give up.
If only , you'd stop thinking about ur pleasure and how much pain you've caused . if only you kept those words you say, i would have waited a little longer. You shouldnt have confused me , you should have just tell me everything straight to the point. if only i'd knew you're sincere , i could have wait a little longer.
im sorry , but everything just seems to be in a mess. it kept haunting me , days and nights. i couldnt concentrate in my exams i couldnt carry on in doing my daily routine. i find it hard to carry on , i find it hard to move on.we've been together for three years , and after our break till now. we're still clinggging on to each other. is the love just too strong between us , or the memories are just to meaningful for us both.
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
Bby, yes im yours and you're mine. I love you a whole lot. if i used to love him like the whole wide world , my love for you is bigger than the whole wide world that i cant put it to words.No matter how much i deny , i admit i still have feelings for him still. i dont know why, he's the longest perhaps? he's my first true love ? he's the one that turn me like this. He'd the one that thought me how to face obstacles in life. He's the one that that thought me how to hidup susah. he's the one that bring me here. He's the one that turn me like this , the shikif you love came from him. you ought to thank him for turning me like this. if not , im already badly rotten. im not this good , im worst than all this .worst than what you see right now.
i know my limits when im with him , we're just friends. he's just too late. i waited for two years , and he didnt appreciate it. Now my heart is yours, its not his's anymore. Dont hurt me like how he hurt me , dont treat me like how he treat me. im not expecting anything big from you, i dont want ur money , i dont want ur ciggs , i dont want your things, all i want is just your love. You , by my side , is already enough for me.
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xoxo
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